I know I haven't really posted any of my artwork from this year yet, for which I apologise but the weekend was pretty busy!
I did have a very strange dream last night though.
It had an old friend I went to primary school with- Tom. We were at the church that was near our school, for some reason I was the age I am now but he was only about 11- round the age I last saw him. We were in there ready for some service and he was telling me how upset he had been because his mother never saw him anymore.
I looked at the church door and saw her trying to quietly leave a note just inside. She saw me and quickly turned to walk away but I ran to catch up with her outside.
I thought about asking her why she was being so stupid and didn't just go in to see her son, then saw how sad she looked so settled for "is everything ok?"
Then she burst out "how can everything be ok with someone like him being around all the time!?" (For some reason I knew that she was talking about a man she had been seeing). She started to cry and stumbled so I caught her in a hug, she seemed so small, light and delicate to me..
She thought that there was no way to escape her abusive relationship.
I didn't say anything.
I put my hand on her back and wished for the evil to be drawn out of her.
She screamed "release me"
I picked her up, silently praying for her and took her back inside the church. Tom saw us walk in. He quietly came up to us with a soft smile and held out his hands for me to pass her over to him, she was so light he could carry her even at his young age. We sat down. They hugged. Tom smiled at me..
I miss him
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